As the night passes by I think thoughts that I am sure many have thought before me, and many will continue to think for ages to come. These thoughts pretty much range around causing some sort of bodily harm to my pager, perhaps flinging it far into Lake Michigan. It is my first day - rather, night of my night float rotation. I haven't slept a wink as the minutes tick away and the clock shows 3:36 AM. Still 4 long hours to go. The lack of sleep is partly due to the job description of an intern and partly due to my complete inability to sleep on the on call bed or couch(As my resident just told me, I'm going to be in a lot of trouble if I can't learn to do that). So I use some minutes of relative silence to pen (type, really-but that doesn't sound too authorly - i know thats not a word, before any of you smartasses correct me) my thoughts and break what has been a pretty long silence for my blog. I think I'll have to send emails to all my readers reminding them of its existence.
The news from my end is that I survived the first 2 months as an intern and the better news still is that so did all my patients. Whether that represents my skills as an internist, or those of my residents/attendings, or just plain old good luck is anybody's guess. Residency has had its moments thus far. Some good, some bad, some funny, some exasperating(yet funny), some easy, some rough but almost none dull. The people here are a very eclectic mix and make for some very interesting company. (I know everyone expects it but I shall refrain from saying anymore. If I was a 16 year old girl it is at such an occasion perhaps that I would draw a smiley)
As for the city of Chicago, I have unfortunately not been able to see much(the job description of an intern again, can rather come in the way of that. "Patients before Sears tower" is my motto) but I have no complaints (this is a rare magnanimous mood where I refrain from airing my complaints. Even those against USPS) as I have 3 (what promise to be really long) years here before life figures out where it shall take me next.
I think I shall stop this midnight sleep-deprived ramble here as it dangles precipitously at the point of getting philosophical and finish on the note that I'm doing fine and think I'll manage to survive the Year of the Intern, including this month of 'the nightcrawler'. Besides, as one of the Indomitable Gauls of Michael Reese, my only fear is that of the roof falling on my head one day.
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
Friday, May 18, 2007
Scrap That Scrap
Over the last year I have gradually evolved from being an extremely reluctant and somewhat nonplussed semi-computer literate who was quick to dismiss the invitations to join this blessed thing called 'orkut' sent by many relatively more social and computer savvy acquaintances to a rather frequent 'orkutter'. If you cant beat 'em, join 'em, I figured.
What is really amazing about orkut (and the like - I believe there are other similar services that I have not yet subscribed to) is how people get hooked to it and how it offers complete strangers a window into our as yet very personal lives - which, oddly enough, nobody really seems to mind. Orkut is like a telescope you put in your window and pretend not to peep into other peoples homes. 'Orkuting' and 'Orkuter' are words that have become commonplace and I suspect might find their way into the Oxford lexicon at this rate. Another semi-medical term I propose is ' Orkutitis' - A condition that may result as an overuse of one's orkut account.
The diagnostic criteria I propose for severe Orkutitis are as follows:
(2 Major or 1 Major and 2 Minor criteria are required to establish a diagnosis)
Major Criteria
1. If you have over 2000 scraps in your scrapbook(chronic orkutitis) or receive/send/exchange over 20 scraps a day (acute orkutitis)
2. If you have over 10 photos in your album in all OR
If you have less than 10 photos but one of them is of a baby(yours as a baby, your baby, your niece/nephew, random baby pic - the prognosis gets worse in that order)
3. If you have greater than 2 video links on your account
4. If you change your profile name with every changing phase in your life (exams coming, exams over, getting admission, getting a job, getting married etc etc)
5. If the last meaningful conversation you had was in 'scraps'
6. If said conversation did not contain any vowels.
Minor Criteria
1. If you meet more people through orkut in a week than in real life.
2. If you check your scrapbook more than 4 times a day for new messages.
3. If you update the pictures in your album more than once in 2 months.
4. If you belong to greater than 25 communities.
5. If you have over 200 friends on orkut.
6. If you have mastered the art of typing alternate letters in CaPiTaLs
I'm still working on a possible management regimen of severe orkutitis. As of now I can only recommend controlled exposure. Prevention is better than finding there's no cure. For more developments, watch this space.
What is really amazing about orkut (and the like - I believe there are other similar services that I have not yet subscribed to) is how people get hooked to it and how it offers complete strangers a window into our as yet very personal lives - which, oddly enough, nobody really seems to mind. Orkut is like a telescope you put in your window and pretend not to peep into other peoples homes. 'Orkuting' and 'Orkuter' are words that have become commonplace and I suspect might find their way into the Oxford lexicon at this rate. Another semi-medical term I propose is ' Orkutitis' - A condition that may result as an overuse of one's orkut account.
The diagnostic criteria I propose for severe Orkutitis are as follows:
(2 Major or 1 Major and 2 Minor criteria are required to establish a diagnosis)
Major Criteria
1. If you have over 2000 scraps in your scrapbook(chronic orkutitis) or receive/send/exchange over 20 scraps a day (acute orkutitis)
2. If you have over 10 photos in your album in all OR
If you have less than 10 photos but one of them is of a baby(yours as a baby, your baby, your niece/nephew, random baby pic - the prognosis gets worse in that order)
3. If you have greater than 2 video links on your account
4. If you change your profile name with every changing phase in your life (exams coming, exams over, getting admission, getting a job, getting married etc etc)
5. If the last meaningful conversation you had was in 'scraps'
6. If said conversation did not contain any vowels.
Minor Criteria
1. If you meet more people through orkut in a week than in real life.
2. If you check your scrapbook more than 4 times a day for new messages.
3. If you update the pictures in your album more than once in 2 months.
4. If you belong to greater than 25 communities.
5. If you have over 200 friends on orkut.
6. If you have mastered the art of typing alternate letters in CaPiTaLs
I'm still working on a possible management regimen of severe orkutitis. As of now I can only recommend controlled exposure. Prevention is better than finding there's no cure. For more developments, watch this space.
Saturday, March 24, 2007
Our Cup Runneth Over
Its over. Or almost so. At the time of going to press, Bermuda could still beat Bangladesh and India could still go through to the 'Super' 8 (Yeah, I know, NOT happening, but i did get an award for optimism in high school). When the WC pools and fixtures were announced, nothing seemed so 'super' about the eight teams that would make it to the next round. It seemed terribly obvious and the pools were laughable to say the least. Yet, now it seems that a super effort was required, which of course our team rarely delivers when needed. We flex our muscles and show off our might against poor Bermuda and we bow down meekly in front of the ever competitive Sri Lankans.
Murali, Vaas and Jayasuriya continue to be thorns in the collective Indian side(pun very much intended). The number of times Murali has beguiled the Indian side and made them look as confused as Mika would be at a Beethoven recital or Rakhi Sawant in an art film(i.e. as clueless as a child in a topless bar) is perhaps just fewer than the number of man hours wasted in India over all these matches. Hence we have the number two batsman in the world, Mr Dhoni trying to cut an offspinner bowling around the wicket (Either the victims of the reported heart attacks during the game were of weak heart, had a lot of cash riding on the outcome or were real cricket purists and could not stand such blasphemous flouting of the cricketing manual) and we have Sachin, the Boss, the Master Blaster, the man closer to being God in our country than many of the gods themselves being bowled through the gate for the umpteenth time in his career. The above mentioned Lankan players are going to give many die hard fans nightmares for a while to come, and they'll probably still be playing 15-20 years later and give our kids the same nightmares too.
In an earlier post(Just Not Cricket) I had compared global cricket to a circus and Indian cricket to a masala movie. This current WC goes well beyond these descriptions. Its a soap opera, a whodunit(It really is tragic about Bob Woolmer. Nobody should lose their lives over a game. Unless its football.) full of drama and suspense, but sadly devoid of good cricket. (Thus far, at least)
So what happens to the Indian team now? Is it the end of the road for Sachin, Rahul, Saurav and Kumble? Do we get a radically overhauled team? Does BCCI do what the South African Board did after the last WC, and appoint a captain out of nowhere - Kaif or Raina, perhaps? Chappel of course, has to go.(An SMS doing the rounds suggests we give him away to the Pakistan team) Not for his coaching or management, but for his arrogant press conference after the Lanka game. I agree that he is not employed by the junta but he should have the grace, the dignity and the humility to accept his faults and responsibility in this debacle rather than come out swinging at the reporters and appearing like a petulant 10 month old who's all day sucker's been taken away and is throwing toys out of his pram.
As a corollary to this question, what happens to the Indian fan? Do we forgive and forget? Do we stop the unreasonable business of the yagyas, sangeet mehfils, and prayers for these random 11 people who are 'not employed by us, but are employees of BCCI' (which in a way makes them the BCCI XI and not 'Team India')? Or do we still continue to shower our adulation at them also making them targets of our spite when they fall short of our exacting standards? Do we still continue to say "Match fixed hai, these guys are selling the country" just because its easier than admitting, even to ourselves, that maybe, just maybe, we weren't good enough?
To quote an old classic song, "The answers my friends, are blowing in the wind". Till then I switch my support to the Irish team for the 'Super Eight'. May the best team win.
Murali, Vaas and Jayasuriya continue to be thorns in the collective Indian side(pun very much intended). The number of times Murali has beguiled the Indian side and made them look as confused as Mika would be at a Beethoven recital or Rakhi Sawant in an art film(i.e. as clueless as a child in a topless bar) is perhaps just fewer than the number of man hours wasted in India over all these matches. Hence we have the number two batsman in the world, Mr Dhoni trying to cut an offspinner bowling around the wicket (Either the victims of the reported heart attacks during the game were of weak heart, had a lot of cash riding on the outcome or were real cricket purists and could not stand such blasphemous flouting of the cricketing manual) and we have Sachin, the Boss, the Master Blaster, the man closer to being God in our country than many of the gods themselves being bowled through the gate for the umpteenth time in his career. The above mentioned Lankan players are going to give many die hard fans nightmares for a while to come, and they'll probably still be playing 15-20 years later and give our kids the same nightmares too.
In an earlier post(Just Not Cricket) I had compared global cricket to a circus and Indian cricket to a masala movie. This current WC goes well beyond these descriptions. Its a soap opera, a whodunit(It really is tragic about Bob Woolmer. Nobody should lose their lives over a game. Unless its football.) full of drama and suspense, but sadly devoid of good cricket. (Thus far, at least)
So what happens to the Indian team now? Is it the end of the road for Sachin, Rahul, Saurav and Kumble? Do we get a radically overhauled team? Does BCCI do what the South African Board did after the last WC, and appoint a captain out of nowhere - Kaif or Raina, perhaps? Chappel of course, has to go.(An SMS doing the rounds suggests we give him away to the Pakistan team) Not for his coaching or management, but for his arrogant press conference after the Lanka game. I agree that he is not employed by the junta but he should have the grace, the dignity and the humility to accept his faults and responsibility in this debacle rather than come out swinging at the reporters and appearing like a petulant 10 month old who's all day sucker's been taken away and is throwing toys out of his pram.
As a corollary to this question, what happens to the Indian fan? Do we forgive and forget? Do we stop the unreasonable business of the yagyas, sangeet mehfils, and prayers for these random 11 people who are 'not employed by us, but are employees of BCCI' (which in a way makes them the BCCI XI and not 'Team India')? Or do we still continue to shower our adulation at them also making them targets of our spite when they fall short of our exacting standards? Do we still continue to say "Match fixed hai, these guys are selling the country" just because its easier than admitting, even to ourselves, that maybe, just maybe, we weren't good enough?
To quote an old classic song, "The answers my friends, are blowing in the wind". Till then I switch my support to the Irish team for the 'Super Eight'. May the best team win.
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
Love...Actually?
Its that time of the year again. Everything around me is pink or a slightly less nauseating shade of red. Everything that could have has had its original shape contorted into that of an anatomically incorrect heart. You can run, but you can't hide. If you're one of the few single people on the planet February 14 is a curse that you can neither fight nor escape.
Over the last few years I've tried some different things to battle this horrible day (Yes, I've been single on ALL the Valentine's Days I've survived thus far. Initially it was a battle, which has now evolved into a mere quest for survival). It started in school where veritable score cards were discussed at the end of the day ("X got 3 cards and she didn’t accept any!", "Y gave 4 cards this year"). I was always one of the people discussing these news makers and thought I'd probably figure out this bizarre concept of arbitrarily picking one day of the year to profess your 'love' for some random guy/girl just because Tom, Dick, Harry, X, Y, Z, Chunnu, Munnu, Teena, Meena, Bunty and Babli(I really wanted to name names here, and I mention it so my restraint can be admired by all) were doing it, when I grew up and went to college.
I went to BJMC Ahmedabad and I didn't figure it out. (All fellow BJites give me a "Hell, Yeah!"). In college the numbers for both X and Y came down to one, and I was blessed (or cursed) with a group of friends as nonplussed and incompetent in this department as me (all members of the gang, give me another "Hell, Yeah"). Bottom line, I still didn't get it (the concept and/or a valentine-take your pick).
I've tried going out with my friends, ‘Stag' is I believe the (im)polite word for people like us. What ended up happening was a collective frustration forum ("Dammit.. Look at THAT guy, how’d he end up with THAT girl?????!#@!?##!$" and the like..) I’ve tried staying in all day and studying (Thank you, Gujarat University for conducting the exams in February) but my solace was invaded by radio and the newspapers carrying commercials for lots of places in the city that had special valentine evenings planned for “couples only” which were pinker than Steven Tyler’s new obsession and carried more hearts than my med schools pathology museum. The worst thing a single 20 something year old guy can do on V day though is to go out for dinner with his parents (I know its supposed to celebrate love in all its forms and in all relations, and I love my parents very much, but the heart shaped balloons on the ceilings, soft candlelight and a restaurant full of couples did NOT make for a comfortable environment).
After losing so many battles I have reconciled myself to a life of peaceful coexistence with the devil that is 14th February. (Kudos to the Shiv Sena for continuing the relentless rage. I have, on many occasions considered joining their moral police for this one day of the year but I must admit, burning greeting cards just wont do it for me. Making guys do sit-ups because they were with their partners in a park does promise to be fun though.)
There is actually a variant of 14th Feb that is celebrated by my single brethren, and me and is called ‘Singles Awareness Day’ (Ironically enough its acronym is SAD), which is a humorous and self-deprecatory take on the more conventional celebration of the same date. So to all those who share my views on the subject, I wish you a very Happy SAD.
What makes everybody celebrate Valentines Day? I agree that there’s probably not enough love in this world to go round, but if it’s that realization, lets do it every single day! I guess expressing love, or pretending to express love on a regular basis is just too much of an effort. In that case are the millions of cards Hallmark sold this week, the millions of roses that were plucked for no fault of theirs, the thousands of red heart-shaped soft toys destined to go into a closet for life and the tons of money spent on dinners and gifts symbols of love…actually?
Over the last few years I've tried some different things to battle this horrible day (Yes, I've been single on ALL the Valentine's Days I've survived thus far. Initially it was a battle, which has now evolved into a mere quest for survival). It started in school where veritable score cards were discussed at the end of the day ("X got 3 cards and she didn’t accept any!", "Y gave 4 cards this year"). I was always one of the people discussing these news makers and thought I'd probably figure out this bizarre concept of arbitrarily picking one day of the year to profess your 'love' for some random guy/girl just because Tom, Dick, Harry, X, Y, Z, Chunnu, Munnu, Teena, Meena, Bunty and Babli(I really wanted to name names here, and I mention it so my restraint can be admired by all) were doing it, when I grew up and went to college.
I went to BJMC Ahmedabad and I didn't figure it out. (All fellow BJites give me a "Hell, Yeah!"). In college the numbers for both X and Y came down to one, and I was blessed (or cursed) with a group of friends as nonplussed and incompetent in this department as me (all members of the gang, give me another "Hell, Yeah"). Bottom line, I still didn't get it (the concept and/or a valentine-take your pick).
I've tried going out with my friends, ‘Stag' is I believe the (im)polite word for people like us. What ended up happening was a collective frustration forum ("Dammit.. Look at THAT guy, how’d he end up with THAT girl?????!#@!?##!$" and the like..) I’ve tried staying in all day and studying (Thank you, Gujarat University for conducting the exams in February) but my solace was invaded by radio and the newspapers carrying commercials for lots of places in the city that had special valentine evenings planned for “couples only” which were pinker than Steven Tyler’s new obsession and carried more hearts than my med schools pathology museum. The worst thing a single 20 something year old guy can do on V day though is to go out for dinner with his parents (I know its supposed to celebrate love in all its forms and in all relations, and I love my parents very much, but the heart shaped balloons on the ceilings, soft candlelight and a restaurant full of couples did NOT make for a comfortable environment).
After losing so many battles I have reconciled myself to a life of peaceful coexistence with the devil that is 14th February. (Kudos to the Shiv Sena for continuing the relentless rage. I have, on many occasions considered joining their moral police for this one day of the year but I must admit, burning greeting cards just wont do it for me. Making guys do sit-ups because they were with their partners in a park does promise to be fun though.)
There is actually a variant of 14th Feb that is celebrated by my single brethren, and me and is called ‘Singles Awareness Day’ (Ironically enough its acronym is SAD), which is a humorous and self-deprecatory take on the more conventional celebration of the same date. So to all those who share my views on the subject, I wish you a very Happy SAD.
What makes everybody celebrate Valentines Day? I agree that there’s probably not enough love in this world to go round, but if it’s that realization, lets do it every single day! I guess expressing love, or pretending to express love on a regular basis is just too much of an effort. In that case are the millions of cards Hallmark sold this week, the millions of roses that were plucked for no fault of theirs, the thousands of red heart-shaped soft toys destined to go into a closet for life and the tons of money spent on dinners and gifts symbols of love…actually?
Monday, February 05, 2007
Reality Bites
One of the incredible things about home is that no matter how long you were away, 5 minutes back home will make you feel like you never left! I landed at IGI about a fortnight back and have since spent the most relaxed two weeks ever, making the occasional trip to Delhi from NOIDA(after much procrastination), eagerly lapping up all the soccer and cricket action on TV having missed these like crazy in the US, and meeting up with family and friends.
Needless to say, it feels great to be home. I also think I got back at the right time, else I would have missed all the excitement about Ms Shetty conquering the world and then some(my hearty congratulations to all fellow Indians. We might not win the world cup this year, but we already have Big Brother). I would have missed the furore over Mr President and his Baal Thackeray and the critics universally panning and proclaiming a complete lack of ishq for Nikhil Advani's Salaam. On a more serious note, I would have also missed Manchester United thrashing Spurs 4-0 and Sachin giving a 100 of the best to the hapless West Indians.
Coming back to Big Brother and reality TV, I must say, I really don't get it. Talent hunts seem to have sprouted up exponentially in the six months I was away. Every channel from A to Z(ee) has got one-or more. Every one from Palash Sen to Pooja Bhatt is a judge. Pooja Bhatt judging an acting contest is one of the great ironies of life. Who knows, next we'll probably have Rakhi Sawant playing quiz master(or is it mistress?) on Master Mind India!
This whole business about Big Boss and Big Brother(I know one of them has more g's than the other but I don't bother enough to find out which and how many) left me quite nonplussed as I didn't even know they existed till very recently. The firang version which created a 'rang' controversy that even 3 year olds who can't count know about was apparently intended as a celebrity episode. How Shilpa Shetty could be considered an international celebrity then is also beyond me, not to mention the rest of that motley crowd comprising the Goody, the Bad and the Ugly. The desi version of the same packed in a bunch of dysfuntional(or in some cases, malfunctioning. Right Ms Gracias?) also rans and losers like my favorite 'actress' Ms Sawant(I don't mean Abhijeet), Deepak Tijori and the eventual winner(I am still obstinate in my allusion to him as loser) Rahul Roy. The forced drama, the manipulated results, the crocodile tears are there for all to see, yet there seems to be this perverse streak in a global audience that compels them to not only watch the trials and tribulations of these random people locked in a house, but to also get involved and vote for or against some of them.
I considered adding this whole concept to the list of things I would never understand(Women, Money, Computers...) but i figure this is nowhere near important enough to make it to the list. My only advice to 'Reality TV' people is - Guys, get real.
Needless to say, it feels great to be home. I also think I got back at the right time, else I would have missed all the excitement about Ms Shetty conquering the world and then some(my hearty congratulations to all fellow Indians. We might not win the world cup this year, but we already have Big Brother). I would have missed the furore over Mr President and his Baal Thackeray and the critics universally panning and proclaiming a complete lack of ishq for Nikhil Advani's Salaam. On a more serious note, I would have also missed Manchester United thrashing Spurs 4-0 and Sachin giving a 100 of the best to the hapless West Indians.
Coming back to Big Brother and reality TV, I must say, I really don't get it. Talent hunts seem to have sprouted up exponentially in the six months I was away. Every channel from A to Z(ee) has got one-or more. Every one from Palash Sen to Pooja Bhatt is a judge. Pooja Bhatt judging an acting contest is one of the great ironies of life. Who knows, next we'll probably have Rakhi Sawant playing quiz master(or is it mistress?) on Master Mind India!
This whole business about Big Boss and Big Brother(I know one of them has more g's than the other but I don't bother enough to find out which and how many) left me quite nonplussed as I didn't even know they existed till very recently. The firang version which created a 'rang' controversy that even 3 year olds who can't count know about was apparently intended as a celebrity episode. How Shilpa Shetty could be considered an international celebrity then is also beyond me, not to mention the rest of that motley crowd comprising the Goody, the Bad and the Ugly. The desi version of the same packed in a bunch of dysfuntional(or in some cases, malfunctioning. Right Ms Gracias?) also rans and losers like my favorite 'actress' Ms Sawant(I don't mean Abhijeet), Deepak Tijori and the eventual winner(I am still obstinate in my allusion to him as loser) Rahul Roy. The forced drama, the manipulated results, the crocodile tears are there for all to see, yet there seems to be this perverse streak in a global audience that compels them to not only watch the trials and tribulations of these random people locked in a house, but to also get involved and vote for or against some of them.
I considered adding this whole concept to the list of things I would never understand(Women, Money, Computers...) but i figure this is nowhere near important enough to make it to the list. My only advice to 'Reality TV' people is - Guys, get real.
Sunday, January 07, 2007
A Hitchhikers Route to a Residency
As my first trip to the US comes to an end I look forward eagerly to heading back home. It’s definitely been a long and tough 6 months which I really enjoyed. To sum it up I’ve been through 2 exams (and their results), 2 countries, 11 states in the US itself, possibly all the modes of public transport in these 11 states (a lot of which were delayed/cancelled/broke down – I am somewhat of a lightning rod in this matter, and it seemingly does strike more than once. A lot more than once. Some more on that later, perhaps), 15 interviews (I had my last one just two days back and am exhausted with the traveling, smiling, shaking hands and generally pretending to be nice. Not that I’m not nice, it’s just that the pretence is more convincing. And don't even get me started on the suit.)
My experiences with public transport thus far have not been the best, and on the bright side have certainly not been dull. I have had a Coach USA bus break down in the middle of nowhere on the Garden State Parkway, an Amtrak train cancel on me in the middle of the night in Cincinnati after which I had to take a cab and ride through the night all the way to Huntington, WV, for an interview the next morning. (about 150 miles and 3 hours, not to mention it cost me nearly as much as Luxembourg’s nuclear defense budget. At the end the cabbie wasn’t happy because he thought he should have charged me something closer to North Korea’s. The African-American lady and her daughter I let share my cab were quite amused and thrilled at the prospect and spent half the cab ride calling up friends, waking them up and telling them about the crazy guy who was driving from Cincinnati to Huntington. The remaining half was spent trying to decipher whether I was French or Italian. They weren’t the sharpest tools in any shed, but I’m sure even they guessed I was Indian at the end of the journey when I didn’t tip the cabbie, which may just have disgruntled him further) I have actually had the ever reliable NY subway delayed by as much as 20 minutes and the Staten Island ferry delayed by 10(its just a 25 minute ride) - even though the ferry doesn’t have to worry about traffic or trains in front of it getting derailed, they somehow could not find a place to dock that day. I have been through quarrels with Greyhound and refunds from NYC Transit, through flight delays at LGA and bomb scares at the Port Authority.
I feel a little like Arthur Dent when he reached the Earth after being thrown around in the universe a bit barring the fact that I am quite certain that at least some variant of the earth and of Delhi still exist even if the real ones may have been sacrificed for a hyperspace bypass or something. (For those who didn’t get that, please, I beseech you, please read the good book - The Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy.)
My interview experiences have been far from this exciting. Most of the interviews are similar, the questions remain the same but the people asking them change. There are a few different ones where the Program Director might start playing medical jeopardy with you or when you get to ride in a stretch limo. There are long interviews in the places which genuinely care about the sort of candidate they take in and there are those in NYC where you might miss your interview if you blink. There are some where they will ask you medicine related questions as if you got somebody else to take your MLEs and some where they will ask you anything but. The upshot of it all is that I feel that my relationship with programs and program directors is a lot like my relationship with women, in the following ways :
1) I believe one can’t trust either. One on one, they’ll say wonderful things about you. Literally tell you that you are ‘the one’ - their McDreamy, or in some very rare cases even their McSteamy. And then very conveniently, they will say that to the next guy too.
2) The programs I like, much like the girls I like, don’t like me. At least not in the same way. With girls, the ones I really like always end up telling me I’m just a good friend and how much they care about me and that they aren’t interested in a relationship at that point in time. With residency programs, I ask the ones I really like for a prematch and they tell me how I am a very strong candidate and that they aren’t giving any prematches just yet. Eerily similar, I think.
3) Interviewing at residency programs is a lot like dating. I’m checking them out, they’re checking me out, trying to figure out if its going to work on a long term basis. I interviewed at a hospital in Boston where I’d spent a month observing and it was more like an awkward second date rather than a nervous first one. They knew everything about me, and I knew everything about them and that pretty much left nothing to talk about.
4) After every interview (read: first date) I come back and send them a communiqué telling them how much I enjoyed the meeting and how eager I am to take our relationship to the next level, and again just like most girls, most programs don’t bother to reply to my painstakingly written, carefully worded, double spell checked, treble proof read emails.
5) Despite my miserable track records with girls and residency programs, I still dream of getting the right ‘match’ in both departments. I wish everyone the best of luck in love and life on their respective matchdays. Have a great 2007 folks.
My experiences with public transport thus far have not been the best, and on the bright side have certainly not been dull. I have had a Coach USA bus break down in the middle of nowhere on the Garden State Parkway, an Amtrak train cancel on me in the middle of the night in Cincinnati after which I had to take a cab and ride through the night all the way to Huntington, WV, for an interview the next morning. (about 150 miles and 3 hours, not to mention it cost me nearly as much as Luxembourg’s nuclear defense budget. At the end the cabbie wasn’t happy because he thought he should have charged me something closer to North Korea’s. The African-American lady and her daughter I let share my cab were quite amused and thrilled at the prospect and spent half the cab ride calling up friends, waking them up and telling them about the crazy guy who was driving from Cincinnati to Huntington. The remaining half was spent trying to decipher whether I was French or Italian. They weren’t the sharpest tools in any shed, but I’m sure even they guessed I was Indian at the end of the journey when I didn’t tip the cabbie, which may just have disgruntled him further) I have actually had the ever reliable NY subway delayed by as much as 20 minutes and the Staten Island ferry delayed by 10(its just a 25 minute ride) - even though the ferry doesn’t have to worry about traffic or trains in front of it getting derailed, they somehow could not find a place to dock that day. I have been through quarrels with Greyhound and refunds from NYC Transit, through flight delays at LGA and bomb scares at the Port Authority.
I feel a little like Arthur Dent when he reached the Earth after being thrown around in the universe a bit barring the fact that I am quite certain that at least some variant of the earth and of Delhi still exist even if the real ones may have been sacrificed for a hyperspace bypass or something. (For those who didn’t get that, please, I beseech you, please read the good book - The Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy.)
My interview experiences have been far from this exciting. Most of the interviews are similar, the questions remain the same but the people asking them change. There are a few different ones where the Program Director might start playing medical jeopardy with you or when you get to ride in a stretch limo. There are long interviews in the places which genuinely care about the sort of candidate they take in and there are those in NYC where you might miss your interview if you blink. There are some where they will ask you medicine related questions as if you got somebody else to take your MLEs and some where they will ask you anything but. The upshot of it all is that I feel that my relationship with programs and program directors is a lot like my relationship with women, in the following ways :
1) I believe one can’t trust either. One on one, they’ll say wonderful things about you. Literally tell you that you are ‘the one’ - their McDreamy, or in some very rare cases even their McSteamy. And then very conveniently, they will say that to the next guy too.
2) The programs I like, much like the girls I like, don’t like me. At least not in the same way. With girls, the ones I really like always end up telling me I’m just a good friend and how much they care about me and that they aren’t interested in a relationship at that point in time. With residency programs, I ask the ones I really like for a prematch and they tell me how I am a very strong candidate and that they aren’t giving any prematches just yet. Eerily similar, I think.
3) Interviewing at residency programs is a lot like dating. I’m checking them out, they’re checking me out, trying to figure out if its going to work on a long term basis. I interviewed at a hospital in Boston where I’d spent a month observing and it was more like an awkward second date rather than a nervous first one. They knew everything about me, and I knew everything about them and that pretty much left nothing to talk about.
4) After every interview (read: first date) I come back and send them a communiqué telling them how much I enjoyed the meeting and how eager I am to take our relationship to the next level, and again just like most girls, most programs don’t bother to reply to my painstakingly written, carefully worded, double spell checked, treble proof read emails.
5) Despite my miserable track records with girls and residency programs, I still dream of getting the right ‘match’ in both departments. I wish everyone the best of luck in love and life on their respective matchdays. Have a great 2007 folks.
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